Partying with my demons yeah I think I need some therapy

People really out here tryna say that they made me

Who you think brought them to the booth to get they album done?

They tried to kick me when I'm down & tried to show me no love

They tried to throw a jacket on me like I ain't wear my heart on my sleeve

It's really me vs me

That's where I like to compete

My momma said don't get lost in the fun

Stay focused & make your funds

I needed you the most & I just saw you run

I can't lie I know that I'm lost

Only blame myself for the problems that I caused

Let my love go I knew you were better off

I'm cutting off that dead weight

Make sure I live this life straight

So when I die I see light at them heaven gates

I know where I'm going I know where I been

I don't smoke but the only thing I keep high is my head

I can't show that I'm low

Soak in the lessons & watch it grow

Shout my mom she always watching over me & bro

It's called sacrifice

Had to do that to make this better life

Yeah I'm ready to go you ain't gotta ask me twice

The real gon' arise

I'm the one to get recognized

I know this ain't gonna happen overnight yeah

Patience is a virtue I know this ain't gonna happen over night

If you my dawg we're locked in tight

And I ain't going down without a fight

Yeah

If keepin it real was a crime then I'd be serving life

I'm tryna see all my dawgs win only way to survive

You either in my way or standing beside

Yeah I'm blessed to be alive

I was young driving reckless I could have died

I think it's safe to say

That I don't play no games

In the heat of the fire I ignite the flame

You a damn shame

I know I'm at fault no need to blame

And I'm gon' keep on ballin till I'm in the hall of fame

Shit gets harder it's a hard climb

I'm tryna take it one day at a time

I know I'm gon make it

I got tired of asking I take it

The fake fell off because they faked it

Tryna box me in and I'll just break it

I ain't going no where I be in the same spots

The money will never change me I damn near lost it all

Ima thug it out cause my life don't pause

I had to let my love go because I knew that you were better off

Yeah