I'm gonna make this whole crowd move
Focused on it every single day
I'm gonna really wanna find a way
I'm gonna not stop until I get it
I won't stop or be so mean
I'm gonna wreck these stages
Read back and you might get it
You can call me the outcast
Never gonna happen never gonna stop!
These haters think my music is so brain dead
I might be so underground right now
Call it the rise of the underdog haha!
Give me a vine and I'll top it
I'm tryna do what they couldn't do
Making a name in a middle school
Yeah, and when I get famous
I will not be so mainstream
Then they leave as soon as you struggle
I was there when you were down
But when I struggled you let me drown?
Yeah, I like being more real
Let's talk about what people go through
That's right they wanna kill themselves
Believe it or not but that's what I went through
Music is more then just listening to words
Music can help you understand and immerse
Some people struggle with depression
Some struggle with afflictions
Some struggle with obsession
Some struggle with addictions
All people struggle believe it or not
I will never be the same anymore
These lyrics are made with a purpose!
I'm always putting different masks on
Acting like I'm always fine when I'm not
Talking to God like "why am I like this?"
But I give it all that I got
I have never been average (average)
Put the pen to the pad and the plan has a plot!
You would think it is racing
The clouds are just raining
The things that are average
You're always complaining
Your voice is so draining
Who think they are gaining
I wanna tell you a little bit about my life
My dad and dog died in 2015
My mentor Peter raised me ever since then
But he died just a couple weeks ago
Never thought I see a way through
My pop also died last year
But then I found self improvement
I had and have haters to this day
but I know exacetly where I'm headed
I'm coming out the other side no matter what
You will never see someone like me ever again
But I will build a nation so powerful and great
I can't wait to see all of you on tour
I will never stop working
I will make you guys proud
My life has so much meaning
I'm the prime example of what happens
When you don't accept defeat and face these demons
God puts his strongest soldiers through the hardest battles
I told Peter on his deathbed
I told him that this song is for him
He squeezed my hand and now I know that
This song is so much more then just words
God tell me what I'm doing here
Just tell me what I'm doing here
I don't wanna live in any fear
Just tell me what I'm doing here
God tell me what I'm doing here
Just tell me what I'm doing here
I don't wanna live in any fear
Just tell me what I'm doing here