Stained glass windows all around me
Watching as they fall down to their knees
Saying words I am not understanding
But, I know that I should be
Kneeling, praying, asking for forgiveness
Thinking of all the things I've done wrong
Hoping their god is out there somewhere
There's a god in this moment
But I know I'll try to believe
Ten years, ten lifetimes older now
Watching, waiting, expecting that day
Knowing that I can't hope to imagine
The ways my life will change
Now I'm holding my daughter, she's sleeping
I'm staring down at a face just like mine
Nothing matters as much as this
There's a god in this moment
And, I know I'll always believe
Until the day you took away from me
The only thing that mattered in my life
Can't you see why I am angry with you?
I'm hating you for all you put me through
And, I don't know why inside this silence is deafening
You know I gave up everything for you
I followed you always, all along
God don't let her be gone
But now you're gone and I'm fading
And I, I hurt in all these new ways
Though I'm praying you've gone
There's a god in this moment
If there's a god in this moment
But, I know I'll try to believe
You're there in this moment
Me you're there in this moment
Something to make me believe