Lyrics
Yo
Fuck
I don't know why I do this to myself, man
I just, I can't stop man
Fuck
I hurt myself
Yeah I distance myself
Yeah I know how it felt
Yeah I know I'm in hell
Yeah I know I'm in hell
I hurt myself
Yeah I distance myself
Yeah I know how it felt
Yeah I know I'm in hell
I know I'm in hell, yeah
Why I gotta do this to me
Why I gotta give in to me
My brain hasn't been working right
I stay up all night and sleep all day
I'm running out of patience
They say this life is what you make it
They say it's all inside your motivation
cll based on your creations
cnd your manifestations, but
This thing is controlling me
cbusing me
I'm losing me, but gaining feet
How do I see this devil hidden in
The crucifix, that I wear around my neck
Lucy flicks me into abyss
What the fuck did I miss
I can't learn to stand up
Without falling down, but
Everyone around me running
cnd I'm still crawling
Man I'm tired of bawling
I'm gonna end up in a coffin anyway
So why I gotta fight for today
When I could be fighting for tomorrow
Shit, cause I exist today
I hurt myself
Yeah I distance myself
Yeah I know how it felt
Yeah I know I'm in hell
Yeah I know I'm in hell
I'm so focused on the future
I didn't even notice that I ripped out my sutures
I'm bleeding on the people who never cut me
I don't trust me, I'm ugly
I'm ranting and raving
c raven's an omen
clone and atonement
Is far from reach
I'm traveling this tunnel like some pvc
Don't come with me
Mix up some BPD, cDHD, with OCD
Why you think I'm grinding like I'm going OD
They say some CBD and CBT gonna help me
But I'm running out of gold piece
Like I'm sixpence
Sixth sense never ends
This shit never ends
My well's always empty
I hurt myself
Yeah I distance myself
Yeah I know how it felt
Yeah I know I'm in hell
Yeah I know I'm in hell
I hurt myself
Yeah I distance myself
Yeah I know how it felt
Yeah I know I'm in hell
I know I'm in hell, yeah
WRITERS
Matthew Bellinger
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Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
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