The other side of 25 is not how I imagined it to be

More alone and scared than back when I was 17

So forgive me if I silently retreat

The closer I get I swear the further I keep drifting away

See the waves are the only place I know that are safe

Just waiting for the wind to clear a way for me

Tried to find a way to word this up as if we were falling out of touch

Tell me have you seen my signals burning in the sky

I thought it were rather polite of you leaving in 180 view

Can you see the years that are weighing bags under my eyes?

When the turbulence comes I don't feel so afraid anymore

When the truth comes out I don't feel so ashamed anymore

When I say my prayers I don't even feel safe anymore

And when I pull her in I don't feel so alive anymore