I keep on procrastinating
In this lockdown, I ain’t even revising
I’m so fed up of this school
Wanna do the easy option, might try nursing
Wanna do everything for free free
Want all this shit to come to me
Its been like 4 weeks since I opened my school bag,
I still got my lunch inside, now my momma mad
She cares for me, now she wants me to succeed,
She wants me to get that p, so I can get married,
She sacrificed it all for me
She quit her job so she can take me to nursery
The least I can do is fucking pay her back,
Nah I can’t really do that
I just want to give her stacks
I’m so lazy, just wanna focus on my baby
Cuz my mind has been fucked up lately
Got no motivation to do fucking revision
Cuz life won’t be the same
That I’m making p everyday
My dad spent thousands in this tuition
But it didn’t work, cuz I had no intuition
Nothing came in my brain, I was busy choosing
Purse Skl or music, I need other option
But I don’t get it, in society’s there’s no fucking option
Being Indian makes u want to be a doctor
I’m so confused, what is my calling?