Watch em play this back at my funeral
I walked through hell and back with a attitude
Wow pain and joy attached and they come in twos
Ok and I can't decide between a pill and a tablet
Either way I get whatever's mine
Chandeliers hanging off the ear
Every year got more desensitized
I don't go posting pictures
Stripper, dealers, addictions
I don't get jealous at someones sickness
Bright stars in the sun never stand a chance
My pain was the same, yea I understand
I was infatuated with tryna be seen
Knowing my beauty is fleeting
They don't react to anything other than green
So I'll built my own kingdom
But time gone lapse and won't come back
Made my choice and I wont complain
Ain't no walls with platinum plaques
Just some thoughts that I can't contain
Sometimes I wonder how it feels
Lost that time and I'm unfulfilled
Drinks on me when its packed and filled
Where a shot don't kill, than an apple will
That I keep from coming back
And I'm trying not to let them have