One foot on the gas, one foot on the brake
All the things I love are the things that I hate
I breathe deep or I suffocate
I’m either numb or I feel everything
Best I ever had or I can’t stand the taste
Take one drink or drink all I can take
I’m scared to leave but I don’t wanna stay
I wanna grow but I don’t wanna change
Don’t know where I’m going
I want fame but I don’t wanna show my face
I want love but I keep pushing it away
I want it all, but how much can I really take?
I’m getting nothing tryna be everything
Don’t know where I’m going
Just want to cut the brakes
Wanna love something I don’t chase
Wanna see myself face to face
Wanna believe it when I say